Goodbye Uncle Thong... We all love you...

as what i was told... my uncle's gone already.... T_T

i hate it... why does it have to be during my exam time??? i wanna go visit him!!! T_T but i was asked to stay back all because of my exam!!!

ARGH!! why la... =(

"uncle thong... take care okay? rest in peace. everything will be fine here. don't worry.. love you.. bye bye........"

just bored...

i was reading my friend's blog last night and somehow, it gave me some inspiration. haha! have fun! =P

(my friend listed 15 blogging habits she hate to see in a blog. i couldn't open her blog today. don't know why.. so, i plan to just write things that i could recall. )

while i am feeling a lil bored now, i've plan to blog about my day with the things she said.


08.01.2009 (friday) - Woke up at 12pm despite the fact that i have exams this afternoon. not exactly 12pm. actually, i woke up at 7am and snoozed my alarm clock every 1 hour after that.
XD

juz finished 1 paper..... phew............... n u noe wat? its not easy......................................... i dun understand y my lecturer told me tat its damn easy lorr..... bt nvm la.... at least i completed it aledi.... then.... andrew n i went to cold storage 2 buy sum food.... after tat....... we walked bak 2 old town 2 wait 4 my dad........ Went home after tat............

reached home at 6pm. got nothing better to do, so i come to blog here. =P haha!! i shall repost the post my friend blogged some other day or maybe later. then you might get the joke.

lastly....
iamfull!! iamdamnfull. iamsofull. iamthatfullthaticannotliveanymore.reallyfull.anditmakesmefat~~~ i feel like dying~~~ i feel so fat~~~~~~~~i look so fat~~~~~~~~~~~~i am so fat~~~~~~~~~~ i hate my life~~~~i hate myself~~~~ i cannot stand myself anymore~~~~~~~ why am i so fat~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



THE END =)

2010

not forgetting to wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR. well, this is the first post i'm writing in 2010.
anyways, it is only the 3rd day of 2010 but why does it seem like it has been quite some time? sigh... as i woke up and started to get ready for the gathering with my friends on the last day of 2009, i told myself. 'it will be a better year next year. i must go on. chase my dreams. get things done. and don't regret. =)'
and off i went to have a countdown celebration with my friends.
well, everything was fine that night. we had fun. i mean, i had fun and i enjoyed myself a lot that night. and somehow, i felt that it would be a better year this year...
for what i know, things didn't really turn out that way. there were a few things that were kinda bothering me which i was kinda irritated of lately. and as for today. like... just a few seconds ago... my mom came to tell me that my uncle's condition is really really bad. that he could not eat, talk, drink, walk, and BREATHE. His blood count has gone terribly out. even the doctor had gave up putting my uncle on drip. and what's worst now? my mom told me... it's better that i study really hard these few days cause anything would happen. and finally she added, 'it might even affect my exams. as in, i might not be able to take my exams...'

2010.. what a GREAT start you're giving me... perhaps, this is the challenge you want me to face. Things don't go the way you want it all the time. sometimes, they just go against you and you'll have to think of a way to solve the problems. but then, at some point, you get really tired of the bunch of junks you're receiving and yet, no one can help you. ARGH!!! please... can all these things get away and let everyone have a good good start??

*i miss those old days where we can just laugh our way through. No unhappy moments. Where are you? can you please come back and take over the place of all these bad moments? make me laugh once again, okay?*
*river flows in you - yimura* =(

Tired.... but feeling satisfied =)

after tiring ourselves out for a few months, we've finally reached the big day!
Yesterday was our english assignment's dateline. Not the normal assignment which we have to research on certain products, write report or whatsoever. Yesterday's was to do a play and our theme was 'Once Upon a Christmas'.
my class, IAA74 along with IAA73 presented our play in the gallery. There were quite a number of audience. (I was worried that no one will come initially.... =S) Everyone was doing really well. Haha!!! born-to-be actor and actresses? =P well, non of us took up any acting courses(better known as theater), so... as for the standard that all of us were at, was fabulous!! really, everyone was good! ^.^
I enjoyed myself very much that night. Besides enjoy performing, i also enjoyed watching all the other stories =)
cheers to all IACT-ians, IAA73&IAA74!!! =)


*btw, Adrian Teoh from IAA73 and I was rewarded as the best actor and actress. Hehe... thank you everyone for your support!!! ^.^*

God Damn this stupid day...

to sum up everything, I just HAD A BLOODY DAY...
everything doesn't seem to be as perfect as what i expect.
=(
and i'm innocent... and i can 100% guarantee that i'm truely innocent today... =(
*what's wrong with today?? sigh.............. *

Tired tired.... -_-Zzz....

Wow... just got back from Singapore on Sunday night. Was really really tired as i drove all the way from Singapore to Malacca. Things got worst when i finished my dinner with my aunt in one of the cafe's there. After that, i went KO-ed and was forced to hand the car over to my dad to drive.. Haha!!! and there goes.. me 'playing chess with guan gong' all the way till i reached home...
After that, i slept all the way through till monday morning which i was actually forced to wake up as i have lecture at 9am... That day sucks for me cause i kinda pushed myself through the whole day... Went home at 3pm sharp and i started sleeping again at approx 4:30pm after having a short online session... And there goes my 18hours contributed to my pillows and boasters... >.<
i'm sleepy once again... so, good night everyone... hope to update my Singapore trip with everyone asap... =P
Nite peeps~!!

here goes my dead blog..
Wow!! just have a look at those datelines!! T_T argh!! they're driving me crazy.. seriously.. and that kinda explains why my blog is dead... cause my life sucks...
life for me is like a robot lately.
I wake up in the morning, brush my teeth, wash up, breakfast, get myself ready for college, study in college, come back home, rest a while, have a look at my assignment sheets, prepare for assignments, play a lil of the computer, sleep......
ARGH!! when can all this end??
oh!! one more thing!!
we've finally ended our IACT PARTS soft launch!! Woo~Hoo~!!! ^_^
everything turned out to be much better than our normal suckie rehearsals... yeah... ^_^ good job to everyone man!! loves lots!! ^_^